insane

You don't talk to the colonel.

Well, you listen to him.

The man's enlarged my mind.

He's a poet warrior in the classic sense.

I mean, sometimes, he'll -- Well, you say hello to himj, right?

He'll just walk by you and he won't even notice you.

Then suddenly he'll grab you and he'll throw you in a corner and he'll say... "Do you know that 'if' is the middle word in 'life'? If you can keep your head when all about you are losing theirs and blaming you. If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you."

I'm a little man. I'm a little man. He's a great man.

"I should have been a pair of ragged claws... scuttling across floors of silent seas."

the assassins accuse the assassin

But we must kill them.

We must incinerate them.

Pig after pig.

Cow after cow.

Village after village.

Army after army.

And they call me an assassin.

What do you call it when the assassins accuse the assassin?

They lie. They lie, and we have to be merciful... for those who lie.

by Col. Walt Kurtz

snail crawling along the edge ...

I watched a snail... crawl along the edge of a straight razor.

That's my dream.

That's my nightmare.

Crawling, slithering... along the edge... of a straight razor... and surviving.

by Col. Walt Kurtz

Napalm smell

Kilgore --> You smell that?

Kilgore --> Do you smell that?

Lance --> What?

Kilgore --> Napalm, son. Nothing else in the world smells like that.

Kilgore --> I love the smell of napalm in the morning.

Kilgore --> You know, one time we had a hill bombed for 12 hours. When it was all over, I walked up. We didn't find one of them, not one stinking dink body.

Kilgore --> But the smell -- You know, that gasoline smell. The whole hill smelled like...

Kilgore --> Victory.

Kilgore --> Someday this war's gonna end.

Mae-ukemi

兩個月沒去上課了。

今天第一次回去。

在做暖身 Mae-ukemi 的時候被操到不行。 哈哈哈

做完暖身的時候已經是全身冒汗。

上完第一堂課之後我就落跑了，totally burnt out，沒體力啦。

道服全溼透啦。

讓我想想，今天上了：

katate-tori kote-gaeshi

katate-tori irimi-nage chudan

yokomen-uchi juji-nage

還有一招忘了名子，就是 yokomen-uchi 殺來的時候，直接衝進去制服攻擊的elbow。

哈哈

好累累累累累累

現在不知怎樣跟 sensei 說再見。

我要培養一下情緒。